The perfect boy

You can never find the perfect person
I've been down that road before,

Hoping and waiting for that boy
To sweep me from the floor

And when he walks pass you,
your heart jumps

It feels like its hit the floor
And when he touches you it's like an angels touch

You've never felt before
His kisses are nice,

his hugs are great,
and he makes you smile a lot

You look at him, smile and think,
oh lord he is so hot,

His smile is so phenomenal,
his smile you'll now embrace

You wish he could just stay forever,
through you know that's not the case

With love so pure and the boy next door,
the feeling is so sweetyou'll never want to leave him,

he makes you feel complete.
He was the one who helped you through the worst times in your life

And somehow you knew that he was the one,
the true love of your life.

You can never find the perfect person
I've been down that road before,

Hoping and waiting for that boy
To sweep me from the floor

And when he walks pass you,
your heart jumps

It feels like its hit the floor
And when he touches you it's like an angels touch

You've never felt before
His kisses are nice,

his hugs are great,
and he makes you smile a lot

You look at him,
smile and think,

oh lord he is so hot,
His smile is so phenomenal,

his smile you'll now embrace
You wish he could just stay forever,

through you know that's not the case
With love so pure and the boy next door,

the feeling is so sweet
you'll never want to leave him,

he makes you feel complete.
He was the one who helped you through the worst times in your life

And somehow you knew that he was the one,
the true love of your life.

Love

I thought you felt the same way.
When we held each other

I prayed you would stay.
I loved the way you looked at me.

I guess it just wasn't meant to be.
I thought you loved me undesirably.

Didn't you know you were my everything.
You were all I thought about.

In my mind there was no doubt.
Now I see your not in love.

It wasn't something from above.
You're with her now and you're happy.

I'm the one who's mopey and sappy.
That's ok though because if I had to pick the one to suffer

I'm glad it was me.
I love you more than ever.

My love for you will never go away.
But to tell you that I would never say.

It's so hard to let you go.
But it's now time to move on slow.

So this is my goodbye.
My darling, my love, my only one.

For this is the last time I will cry.

You don't see me

I see you staring at me,
but you never truly see,

why I love you, oh, so much,
when you're so out of touch.

Feelings that we could have shared,
you flung behind without a care.

It seems so hard to let you go,
and the process is so slow.

I don't know whether I should stay,
and waste another day away.

I do know, though, that all this pain,
will soon drive me insane.

You don't feel me loving you,
and you just can't seem to get a clue.

You don't see me cry inside,
and in you I know I can't confide.

Yet still I find that you are blind,
to things meant to be kind.

You know nothing of my fears,
and are unaware of all my tears.

I know I really can't deny,
things I feel as I look you in the eye.

So who will help me make it though?
Who will tell me what to do?

How come every time I see your face,
for me there's never any space?

Maybe someday you'll see me differently,
so until then, I'll be waiting silently.

Tears and Rain

About Memories Of Your Ex


Standing here, rain streaming down my face,
what did I do?
Where did it all go?
Nothing left to cry Nothing left to feel
so where do I go?
who do I see what do I do you tell me.
Cant you see what’s happening to me, you don't understand, now I’m laying on the ground
in the middle of the street tears running down my face.
What is happening to me? Everything seemed so simple
now’s so confusing like I cant think straight
Memories in my head of what we use to be,
Walking home in the rain doesn't seem so bad if you have someone there
holding your hand. Car comes by
washes my face, the memories fade like the rain going down the drain!

A Silly Little Wish

I looked up.
I saw a shooting star,
I saw a shooting star in the dark sky.
I made a wish,
I made a wish to be with you.

I looked down.
I saw a penny,
I saw a penny on the gravel.
I made a wish,
I made a wish to be with you.

I looked to the right.
I saw birthday candles,
I saw birthday candles on a lavender cake.
I made a wish,
I made a wish to be with you.

I looked to the left.
I saw a dandelion,
I saw a dandelion on the lawn.
I made a wish,
I made a wish to be with you.

I look straight ahead.
I see you,
I see you right here in front of me.
I made a wish,
I made a wish and it came true.

Never Again

He's walking away from me.
His back is tense, and I know he's angry with me.
I suppose he's got a right to be angry.
He's looking back at me now with that look in his eyes.
The look that says I've disappointed him again.
I know I'm a coward for not even trying.
He's been waiting twenty years,
and I can't even try.

He's getting in his truck,
Heading back to that empty place he calls home.
Soon I'll have to go back to my own empty life,
and wait for the next time we can see each other again.
It's not so different from what we've done for the last two decades.
Except, I have this awful feeling that something's going to happen.
This feeling is so over powering,
making it hard to breathe.

Every second takes him
further and further away from me.
I want to go after him.
I want to beg him to stay
and never leave my side.
Why couldn't I just tell him what he wanted to hear?
Why couldn't I just tell him I love him?

Instead, I say nothing.
I do nothing.
I just stand and watch him disappear,
not having the courage to call him back.

A tear runs down my cheek.
Somehow, I know,
deep in my soul,
I will never
See him again.

Second Meeting

1. How did you adjust to college life?What were the adjustments you have to make?
Little by little. One by one. Even though it's hard but I'm trying to adjust myself. I used to lessen my time for texting, surfing the internet, social involvement(like hanging out with friends till late at night) and also on my emotions. I used to give more time for my studies because engineering is a serious matter. I must focus on my studies. I need to study harder in order to pass all the courses and in order to make my parents happy.